עדי - חברה

(05  ה18 ביולי)

4 months...
4 months since i left and i travel and i travel
and everything changes, views, places, people
I've changed, one thing remains - tom!
 his face forever will be the same, his smile his eyes,
they will always be the same.
 my love for him will always be the same
it will never fade or die i will always love him.
every bus trip, every walk, every view, each time i look at the sky,
his face are there, when i go to sleep when i wake up,
my first and last thought is tom..
when ever i see young Israeli guys who just released from the army
and now they are in the biggest trip of there lives,
i think tom should be there instead..
the other night i dreamed about you,
and since then every day i wake up it feels like the dream was today and not 2 weeks ago,
it was a big garden, full of flowers and trees it was all green,
and you were there taller then any other tree, more beautiful then i ever sew you before,
you were smiling... smiling for hours,
u didn't stop smiling and we talked for hours..
it was the first time i dreamed about you tom since your gone,
when i woke up i felt weird feeling of joy, because i felt you are closer to me now,
that you are with me... how i wish you could be with me,
with shahaf with aviva, that we could all sit together and lough like we always  used to..
a few days after, i went to see condors flying, but all i could see is your face, but i could really see it,
like you are flying with them, it was a beautiful illusion
and that's how most days go by, when ever i see a view i see you,
and that's how it will always be, you are not with us but you are every where,
always in my mind, walking beside me...